The Girl in My Back Office Was Missing a Shoe

Aisha Patel

The cop was pounding on the glass when the biker flipped the deadbolt shut.

The woman next to me lifted her phone higher and hit record.

Then a little girl screamed from the back of MY laundromat.

I’ve owned this place for eleven years. Vacone’s Wash & Fold, corner of Delancey and Cutter, the only one in town with the good folding tables.

I know every regular by their detergent. I know which dryers eat quarters. And I know I locked the back office an hour ago, because I always do at four when I run the deposit.

So when I heard a kid crying behind that locked door, my whole body went cold.

The biker turned around. Big guy, gray beard, a snake tattoo running up his neck. I’d never seen him before in my life.

“Nobody leaves,” he said. “Not until she comes out.”

The woman filming took a step back toward the folding tables. Her hands were steady on the phone. Too steady.

“Sir, open this door,” the officer outside kept yelling.

I looked at the woman. She wasn’t scared. She was WAITING for something.

“Do you know him?” I asked her.

She didn’t answer. She just angled the phone toward the back office, like she already knew what was about to walk out.

The crying got louder. Then the office doorknob turned.

A little girl came out first. Maybe six. Pink jacket, one shoe missing, tears running down her face.

Then a second woman stepped out behind her, holding the girl’s hand.

I knew that face.

I sat down on the folding stool without deciding to.

It was Danielle. My sister. The one we BURIED four years ago.

The biker put himself between Danielle and the front door. The woman with the phone finally lowered it and looked right at me.

“Tell him,” she said to Danielle. “Tell your brother whose kid this really is.”

Danielle knelt down, wiped the girl’s face, and looked up at me.

“Marco,” she said. “I need you to listen before they come back.”

The Name on the Pink Jacket

The little girl had a plastic bead bracelet around her wrist. Purple, yellow, purple. One bead was shaped like a strawberry.

I knew that bracelet.

Not because I’d seen it recently. Because I’d bought it at a pharmacy in Bell County on a Tuesday in June, eleven years earlier, when my daughter was still small enough to sleep in the crook of my arm.

“Her name is Emily,” I said.

Danielle’s fingers closed around the girl’s shoulder.

The biker glanced at her. The woman with the phone stopped recording for half a second, then started again.

Emily stared at me with the careful, flat look children use when adults have been talking around them too long.

“My name is Ruby,” she said.

Her voice was lower than I remembered.

I looked at the birthmark beneath her left eye. A brown half-moon, no bigger than a pencil eraser.

Then I saw the little nick in her front tooth.

Emily had fallen against the coffee table when she was two. She’d bled all over my white work shirt. I still had the shirt in a box because my wife, Kendra, couldn’t throw anything away that belonged to our child.

My hand found the folding table behind me.

“Where did you get her?”

Danielle gave me a look I hadn’t seen since we were kids and our father had come home drunk. It meant: Don’t ask the next question unless you’re ready for the answer.

“She came from you.”

The cop outside slammed his palm against the glass.

“Marco Vacone, step away from that door. You’re interfering with an investigation.”

His name was Deputy Glenn Pruitt. I knew him. Everybody in Cutter knew him. He’d bought his uniforms at my shop when he was promoted to sergeant, and he always complained about the dryers eating his socks.

The biker looked at me.

“Do you know what he did?”

“No.”

“Then keep your mouth shut for another minute.”

“Who the hell are you?”

“Royce Bell.”

The name landed badly. I knew it from the newspaper.

Royce Bell had been a prison guard until he was fired for breaking a man’s jaw. After that, he worked security at trucking yards and bars. He had a record. Assault, weapons charge, two restraining orders.

He also had one daughter.

Nina Bell. Age six. Missing since October.

I looked at the little girl.

She was wearing one pink sneaker. The other foot had a gray sock with a cartoon whale on it.

“Nina?” I said.

The child pressed against Danielle’s leg.

Royce’s hand dropped to the gun tucked under his jacket.

“Don’t.”

Four Years Ago, the Coffin Was Closed

Danielle died on November 18, four years ago.

That was the date on her death certificate. The funeral home put her in a brown dress with little white flowers because she’d told my mother she hated black.

There was a coffin. There were forty-two people at the church. Aunt Cheryl brought potato salad in a cracked blue bowl and left it in the church kitchen afterward.

The coffin stayed closed.

They said the fire had made identification difficult. The police had dental records. The coroner had paperwork. Pruitt came to our house himself and told us the body was Danielle’s.

I signed the form.

I remember the pen. Cheap black plastic. The cap kept rolling toward the edge of the kitchen table.

Kendra stood beside me, one hand on my shoulder. She’d been crying so hard her face looked swollen.

Danielle and Kendra had never liked each other, not really. They could sit in the same room and say polite things, but the politeness had teeth.

Still, Kendra cried at the funeral.

She died six months later.

An overdose, according to Pruitt.

That was when they told me Emily had died too.

I hadn’t known Kendra was pregnant when she left. We were separated then, close to divorce, and she kept saying the baby wasn’t mine. She moved to a motel outside St. Louis, took my daughter with her, and stopped answering the phone.

Pruitt told me Kendra’s car had gone into the river.

He told me they found a child’s pink blanket in the back seat.

He told me there was nothing left to recover.

I believed him because I wanted a grave. I wanted one place to take flowers.

Danielle had called me three times the week before she died. I ignored all three calls.

The first time, I was at the laundromat fixing Dryer Six.

The second time, I was arguing with Kendra about money.

The third time, I was asleep on the couch with the television on.

I never heard the message.

The Envelope Beneath the Detergent

Danielle pointed toward my office.

“Open the bottom drawer.”

I didn’t move.

She said, “The gray one. Under the Arm & Hammer coupons.”

Nobody said anything.

The washers churned behind us. A man in a Rams jersey stood frozen with a basket against his hip. One of the dryers clicked as it cooled.

I went to the office door and pulled the key ring from my pocket.

Pruitt hit the glass again.

“Vacone, I’m coming in.”

Royce turned toward him.

“Try it.”

The deputy’s face appeared in the square of glass. His mouth moved, but the dryers swallowed the words.

I opened the office.

The drawer was where I kept old receipts, rubber bands, keys to machines I no longer owned, and three pens that didn’t work. Beneath the coupons was a yellow envelope with my name on it.

MARCO, written in Danielle’s handwriting.

I held it with both hands.

“She left that here?” I asked.

“She hid it here,” Danielle said. “Four years ago.”

“Why would you hide a letter in my office?”

“Because they searched my apartment.”

The envelope was sealed with clear tape. There were two folded pages inside, plus a small plastic bag.

I opened the bag first.

A silver baby bracelet fell into my palm.

EMILY VACONE. FEMALE. 7 LBS 4 OZ.

The hospital tag had my name printed beneath hers.

I sat down at my desk.

The letter began:

Marco, if you’re reading this, Pruitt found me or I made the mistake of trusting somebody again.

Emily is alive.

I had to read that line twice.

The second page shook in my hand.

She was taken from Kendra at the St. Agnes motel on September 3. Kendra owed money to a man named Leonard Pike. Pike worked with Pruitt. They moved children through the county foster office and sold them to people who paid cash.

I found the ledger. Your daughter’s name is not in it. They called her Nina Bell because they planned to send her to Royce Bell’s ex-wife. Royce tried to stop them. Pruitt shot him in the shoulder and left him by the freight tracks.

I looked at Royce.

He didn’t move.

I got Emily out. I took her to my friend Lorna in Easton. Then Pruitt found Lorna. I told him Emily was dead. He believed me because he needed to believe it.

I had to disappear. I’m sorry I made you bury me. I couldn’t bring you into it. You’d have gone straight to the police, and Pruitt owns half the police.

At the bottom, beneath her signature, there was one more line.

If I come back, don’t trust the badge. Trust the girl who hates strawberries.

Emily stared at the purple bracelet around her wrist.

“She hates strawberries,” she said.

Danielle gave a small nod.

The woman with the phone began crying. Not loudly. She turned her face toward the vending machine and rubbed under one eye with the heel of her hand.

I read the letter again.

Then I noticed something written on the back.

A date.

June 14, 2019.

The day Emily vanished.

What Happened in the River

“You kept her hidden for four years,” I said.

Danielle nodded.

“Where?”

“Three houses. A trailer outside Wexler. A basement in Easton. Then here.”

“My office?”

“I didn’t plan to bring her here.”

“Then why did you?”

“Pruitt found us.”

Royce took over.

“We were at a motel on Route 8. The woman with the camera, that’s Lorna Pike. Leonard’s sister. She took the ledger from his house after he died.”

Lorna lifted the phone.

“Leonard had cancer. He left the records in a safe behind his furnace. Pruitt’s name is in there. Payments, dates, addresses.”

“Why are you filming this?” I asked.

“Because three people have disappeared after handing evidence to the police.”

“You’re a reporter?”

“No. I sell insurance.”

She looked down at the phone.

“I have a cousin who is a reporter. She’ll get the file as soon as this uploads.”

The cop outside kicked the glass door.

A crack spread from the lock.

Royce pulled his gun.

The laundromat customers moved at last. The man in the Rams jersey dropped his basket. Quarters rolled across the floor, bright and stupid.

Danielle grabbed Emily’s hand.

“Back room,” I said.

“There isn’t another way out,” she said.

“There is.”

I ran behind the detergent shelves, shoved aside a cardboard display of fabric softener, and pulled up the rubber mat. Beneath it was the old service hatch from when the building had been a grocery store.

The hatch led to a narrow crawl space that opened into the alley behind the bakery.

I hadn’t used it in eight years.

Something in the wall gave a hard metallic pop.

Pruitt had fired through the glass.

Everyone screamed.

The bullet struck the coin machine and sent a spray of metal through the room. The machine began clanging as if it had its own alarm.

Royce fired once into the ceiling.

“Nobody shoot,” I yelled.

He looked at me like I was an idiot.

Maybe I was.

Pruitt shouted, “Put the gun down, Bell.”

Royce’s left shoulder jerked. Blood appeared through his shirt.

Danielle shoved Emily toward me.

“Take her.”

“What about you?”

“I know where the second door is.”

She ran toward the office instead.

I caught Emily under the arms. She kicked once, hard, and her missing shoe slipped from my hand. I put her down beside the hatch.

“Go under.”

She shook her head.

“My mom said not to go with strangers.”

“I know.”

She looked at my face.

Then she touched the scar above my eyebrow.

“You got that when you fell off the porch,” she said.

My throat closed.

“Yeah.”

“You cried.”

“I did not.”

“You did. Mommy said boys lie about crying.”

She crawled into the hatch.

I followed.

The File Lorna Sent

The passage smelled like flour, wet cardboard, and the dead mouse I never found.

Emily crawled ahead of me in her gray sock. Every few feet she looked back to make sure I was still there.

Behind us, glass broke.

Then Danielle shouted my name.

I turned around.

“Keep going,” she called. “Don’t stop.”

I should have listened.

I went back.

Danielle was standing in the office doorway with both hands raised. Pruitt had come through the broken front door. His gun was aimed at her chest.

Royce was on his knees beside the coin machine, clutching his shoulder.

Lorna had dropped her phone. The screen showed a red recording light.

Pruitt looked at me.

“You always were slow, Marco.”

His uniform sleeve was torn. Blood ran down his forearm from a cut above the wrist.

“Where’s the girl?” he asked.

I said nothing.

He took one step toward the crawl space.

Danielle looked at me.

It was not fear in her face. It was an order.

So I did the thing I had never done when she called.

I listened.

I grabbed the metal fire extinguisher from the wall and threw it at the lights.

The room went black.

The washers kept turning. The dryers kept thumping. Somebody screamed near the front windows.

Pruitt fired.

The shot blew through the office door and buried itself in the wall beside my head.

I hit him with the extinguisher.

Once.

He fell against the folding table. It folded under him with a loud wooden crack.

Royce dragged Lorna toward the hatch.

Danielle picked up the phone.

“Did it send?”

Lorna checked the screen. Her hands were shaking now.

“Yes.”

“To who?”

“Everyone.”

She showed me the message.

Pruitt file uploaded. Police report, ledger, death certificates, video.

At the bottom were twenty-seven names.

News stations. State police. A lawyer in Chicago. Two email addresses labeled with question marks.

And one message from a number I knew.

Kendra’s old phone number.

The number had been disconnected four years ago.

A reply sat underneath the file.

I told you not to trust Danielle.

The Woman in the Basement

We got out through the bakery alley and hid in the freezer room at the back.

Mr. Han, who owned the bakery, gave us towels for Royce’s shoulder and called the state police from his landline. He didn’t ask questions until the bleeding slowed.

Then he asked why a six-year-old was barefoot in his flour room.

Nobody answered.

At 8:12 that night, two state troopers took Pruitt away from my laundromat. The local police stayed outside with their hands nowhere near their holsters.

At 9:40, they found Leonard Pike’s ledger in Lorna’s car.

At 11:06, a detective from the state bureau told us Kendra had never died in the river.

The car was hers.

The pink blanket was Emily’s.

But the body in the driver’s seat belonged to a woman named Mara Bell.

Royce’s wife.

He had been told she left him after Nina vanished. He’d spent four years believing she had taken their daughter and run.

She hadn’t.

Pruitt had used her name to close the case.

Royce sat on the bakery floor with his back against a flour barrel. He stared at nothing.

“Where is Nina?” he asked.

The detective didn’t answer right away.

Danielle stepped toward him.

“I’m sorry.”

Royce looked at her.

“You knew?”

“I knew she was alive. I didn’t know where.”

The detective took out a photograph.

It showed a woman in a yellow sweatshirt walking into a bus station in Toledo. Beside her was a girl with two braids.

Nina.

Seven minutes after the photograph was taken, the woman had boarded a bus headed west.

They found her three days later in a rented house outside Omaha.

With Kendra.

Kendra had dyed her hair black. She’d changed her name to Elaine Morris. She told the officers Emily was her niece.

Emily sat beside me on the bakery floor, eating a cinnamon roll with both hands. She had stopped crying.

“Is she my mom?” she asked.

I looked at Danielle.

Danielle lowered her eyes.

Kendra had given birth to Emily. That part was true.

But the woman who raised her for the last four years was Danielle.

The woman who carried her through basements and motels was Danielle.

The woman who had lied to everyone, including her own brother, was Danielle.

“Your mom is the person who kept you safe,” I said.

It was not a clean answer.

Emily considered it, then leaned against Danielle’s side.

Danielle touched her hair.

I watched them sit there among the flour bags while Royce held the photograph of his daughter with one hand and pressed a towel to his shoulder with the other.

The Door I Had Locked

The laundromat reopened six weeks later.

The bullet hole in the wall stayed there because the contractor kept forgetting to patch it. The coin machine never worked right afterward. It gave back Canadian quarters and once, for no reason, a button.

I kept the button in the register.

Danielle moved into the apartment above the shop. She couldn’t sleep through the night. Around three in the morning, she would come downstairs and run a load of towels just to hear the machines.

Emily, or Ruby, depending on who was calling her, started school in January.

She hated strawberries.

She loved folding socks.

She would sit at the back table and match them into pairs while I counted the deposit. Sometimes she got bored and made sock puppets. One of them was always a cop.

Royce recovered. The bullet went through his shoulder and left him with a metal plate. He took a job repairing vending machines and came by on Thursdays with his daughter.

Nina and Emily became friends, though Nina was two months older and reminded everyone of it.

The trial began in October.

Pruitt’s lawyer said there was no proof he had ordered the killings. The ledger had initials instead of full names. The video had poor sound. Kendra said Danielle had kidnapped Emily and invented the rest.

Then Lorna played the recording from my laundromat.

The part where Pruitt asked, “Where’s the girl?”

The part where he called me slow.

The part where he shot through the door.

That was enough.

On the morning the jury came back, Danielle stood beside me at the folding tables.

“You should hate me,” she said.

I was sorting quarters by state.

“I tried.”

“How’d that go?”

“Badly.”

She gave a short laugh. It sounded rusty.

I put a Missouri quarter in the wrong pile.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked.

She rubbed the edge of the table with her thumb.

“Because you would’ve come looking.”

“Yes.”

“And they would’ve killed you.”

“Maybe.”

“I couldn’t lose you too.”

I wanted to say that she had already lost me. Four years, a funeral, a grave with no body in it. But Emily was asleep upstairs, and the dryers were turning, and Danielle’s hands were shaking against the table.

So I slid the Missouri quarter into the right pile.

At 4:00, I locked the back office.

This time, I checked twice.

When I came out, Emily was standing by Dryer Six with one shoe in her hand.

She held it toward me.

“Uncle Marco?”

“Yeah?”

“Can we go find my other one?”

I looked at the rows of machines, the folding tables, the cracked coin box, the door where Pruitt had fired his gun.

Then I took her hand.

We went looking.

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